&i need u.

Saturday, October 4, 2008

hate!
10:47 PM

i hate u more than u hate me!
i dislike u more than u dislike me!
i angry more than u angry me!
wasting my time and energy for u and i get stupid thing that not much influence to me act!
now i learn how to be smart!
now i learn how to be strong!
now i learn what is real what is lie!
now i learn world is selfish!
now i learn to be more independent!
from now on i wont put much effort on u!
from now on i will know nth!
from now on i will be selfish!
from now on i will put me at the 1st!
from now on i wont care bout u!
from now on i wont be good ppl!
from now on i wont treat u good!
coz its not worth for me to do that for u!
its not worth for me to let u hurt me!
protect myself will be 1st!
i wont help u anymore!
i will think of me before u!
i will do everything for me not to be losses!
i will do everything for u not to be the winner to hurt me anymore!
coz u not worth for me to sacrify myself for u!
i hate u from bottom of my heart!
i hate u more than others!

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Thursday, September 4, 2008

stupid vincent!
2:49 PM

zhu tou coming back! huhuhu...
he so excited ler... but i fell nth at all!
coz hv to do stupid assignment that surpose due date on next week but my due date is tomolo! wtf... he cant help at all just can say take it easy! pig pig pig!
blek! end! nth to say le! hv to run away from here le! not secure at all! help! vincent LOH help! but he wont help 1 la useless 1!

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Monday, August 25, 2008

so so so angry
9:19 PM

i veri veri angry now........i kill ppl wan eat ppl............i so so so hate say me small say me is didi.........WAT THE FUCK........wat bout my feel................

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Saturday, August 9, 2008

money no enough use
11:18 PM

tis few i get low salary...damn,really no enough use la!why ppl can many money use but i not enough money use.....who can help?who can giv me money?tis month i crete onlkine line n next week wan pay money la but now i no money use le how 2 pay le it 3hundred plus le.....ask gfren borrow dun noe fren borrow anot?haiz..........god,pls help me!!!!i wan many many many money...........pls..............

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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

11:17 PM

today feel so guilty that make he so worry!
nomatter what i do to him or treat him,
he still beside me to comfort me, to encourage me, to be with me.
eventhought i still hv a lot of thing that i still worrying,
but he always try his best to be the best,
he still try his best to make me feel comfort.
maybe for now only but maybe forever.
but nomatter how i still appreciate that he came in to my life.
so glad that he always be my side when i feel so down.
the way he care about me touching me.
i know this world is so selfish but i treat them more than others,
better than others!
y dun they treat me as i treat them? (maybe i think too much)
however, now just hv 1 choice,
just do my best,
coz only myself can help myself!
thx dear, for always be my side whenever i feel so upset!

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9:45 PM

today tat catherine make vincent so so worry her lol!!!!!wat happen?today i sms her at about 10plus ask her eat le ma?she say she so sad wan to cry!then i ask why?what happen at her?but she dun wan tel me what reason.i stil asking her wat happen,after few minute she send back msg say her feel wan go back home!!!but she stil dun wan tel me wat happen at her.after tat she say she wan go find bubbles!so i sms to bubbles say catherine sad,her ask wat happen to us?i say nothing happen to us.i tel her cat juz now say 2 me that she sad oni,i also dun noe wat happen to her?i cal bubbles help me ask cat,wat happen at her?her promise me wil help me ask wat happen at catherine!after half an hour bubbles tel me that ppl around her so selfish or maybe she think too much. she in trouble but nobody who willing to teach her or help her but she still will help others eventhought i tell her not to!i cant understand why they so selfish?why they dun wan help ppl who haven finish or dunno how to do?wat mean of friendship?wat mean of friend?bee dun sad le la,dear will always beside bee de,ok?

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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

11:39 PM

bee,juz now i nothing do so go c u old blogs sori cause no ask u then c le!sori sori sori!i noe u past away so unhappy, so sad, so angry tat guy,but now bee u hav dear!dear promise u i wil make u everyday happy, i will try my best 2 make u happy everyday ok!so dun unhappy le,muz smile everyday oh!promise dear,u wil happy n smile everyday ok?dear no hope bee wil sad,unhappy 1 day also.dear promise bee will together wif bee forever ok?n promise bee dun wil let u sad 1day also dun wil!

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story of catherine
2:37 AM

today catherine go shopping wif her fren at time squera!but im working so can pui her go shopping!after afternoon i cal her ask her eat lunch already?her say her eating now!then after tat i cont my work until 5.30pm,when finish work i sms her ask her wat her doing now?her say stil shopping wuf fren,then i cal her remember eat o dun get hungry o!when i back at home i on my com n open skype find fren chat n talk,sum 1 of fren tel me tonight a fren wil come kl ther meeting so wil find out fren of skype out to drink...but i dun noe tis thing so i cal her n ask her got go anot?her say no go cause wan take taxi go.but half an hour her say her wil go , i ask her tat juz now u not say dun wil go meh?her say tat fren wil come over here find around there fren drink.n tat time i talking wif bubble but bubble say her no go n jas also no free so no 1 gal wil go,juz her go n 2 guy go out drink,tat time is 10pm le but 2 guy haven reach there,so bubble cal sum 1 guy of they say when they reah is over 11pm then wat time back ?he say wil back about 12am!i so worry her but i cant dun let her out!so i chat wif bubbles beside tat wait her back honme,1hour past i sms her her say haven back,then ok lo i cal her be careful her say o!n bubble tel me we juz noe each other in skype not so noe all boout the 2 guy!then i more worry,n sms her tel her careful her say her wil,n say there so many ppl around,isay i scare is when they send her back tat time!so i cal bubble help me cal catherine tell her careful!i really so worry wat wil happen at her anot?when 1am her back her tell us juz nw there wat they
talking!n take photo!her so happy but her dunno i juz now really so worry n unhappy!n we talk phono about at 2am i noe her so tired le so i cal her 2 sleep bt her dun wan,say wan pui me talking phone but few minute her fall asleep le n i heard her sleeping voice!hehe....so i dun make any voice cause i dun wan make her wake up!after her sleep i oni think back her juz now nothing happen.n i noe her today go shopping after tat stil wan go out drink until 1am back of course tired la stil say not tired!i noe her wan pui me but i really dun wan her tired la if not my heart wil hurt lo!i juz wan heard her voice make sure her ok nothing happen at her tat good le!ok la,good nite la my baby,i love u.muakz..............

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